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(no subject) [Oct. 24th, 2005|11:59 am]
a beast of prey
So much to say that its easier to just not.

Im looking forward to brisbane and melbourne alot, really alot. so fucking much infact, i know i wont want to come back when its over.
but my family is depending on me, and i must do everything within my power to help those whom i love. and those whom love me.
i know there is love around me, but its been so long since ive felt true passion.

why do you get all the love in the world?
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(no subject) [Oct. 14th, 2005|02:52 pm]
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I do not like offices, i do not like the business world, i do not like money.

i do not like possesions.

someone please remind me why i decided to seed my observer in this plane?
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(no subject) [Oct. 10th, 2005|04:06 pm]
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We give to all of life as life has given us.
We honor all relationships.
Truth and stewardship are integral to fulfilling dreams.
Collaboration is essential to create miracles.
Creativity and aesthetics nourish the soul.
Unlimited thinking is fundamental.
Living your passion is vital.
Joy and Humour open our hearts to growth.
It is important to remind ourselvs of love

Stolen from Beyond Words Publishing, Inc. because I admire them as a company.
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(no subject) [Oct. 5th, 2005|03:44 pm]
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So i had this dream last night that i was at this massive themepark type place and i was trying to figure out what was going on, i suppose it was not unlike a video game of sorts, there were a couple of gay puzzles i solved and so forth, but the whole thing was made up of cheap shitty mechanical puppets, but the queerest part was when i "figured out" what was going on, this fat guy started chasing me around a large open area, similar to a school over, i was running pretty fast but i just couldnt seem to shake him, so he catches me and is like "HAH OWNED!" gives me this greasy look, walks off, and in the distance i spot what appears to be a hanger of sorts but the entrance area is a small cafe, run by Hulk Hogan, so i purchase a Ice Break and proceed to tell Hulk how fucking awesome he is, for some reason i really wanted to make it clear to Mr.Hogan that he was my god, but he let me know not to worry becasue he had been telling himself that hes awesome ever since he can remember.
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Let us spread love and gratitude [Sep. 28th, 2005|03:17 am]
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Is it possible for only you to be happy?
Is it possible for only your family to be happy?
Is it possible for only your country to be happy?

No, it is not...

Because I like to believe that "happiness" which in Japanese is said "Shiawase" ?? means the same as the phrase "Shi-a-wa-se" ????

This four character phrase describes water that is calm and at peace in all hour directions.

If they are surrounded by happy water, trees and flowers will be full of life, clothe themselvs in green and give forth fresh clean air for us to breath. And the withered trees, leaves, and petals are then in turn the creators of rich loams.

A world is created that allows all living things to exsist in harmony.

So only when all are "happy" surrounded by calm and peaceful water, can we know real happiness, I believe. But then how can this happiness be achieved?

How about asking that number which is said to be a composer of this universe?

Indeed, the cosmos begins with "1"

And "1" is yourself and myself.

Let us each by happy first so that we may do that.

"Love thyself"

Masuru Emoto

Quoted from "Messages From Water Vol.3"

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(no subject) [Sep. 26th, 2005|03:50 pm]
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the faeries are gone...

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(no subject) [Sep. 22nd, 2005|04:40 pm]
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hay guys, dont tell anyone but im drinking beer 20 minutes before im supposed to finish work.


i saw Tara online for the first time in months, said hi and chatted for a moment but she disappeared, still it was nice to say hi and know that shes not dead.

babe, this ones your you. love ya always.
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(no subject) [Sep. 21st, 2005|11:11 pm]
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so anyway i saw this pretty girl on friday night, and i ended up in her room. that was cool.

and then the same pretty girl ended up in my room on saturday night, that was also cool.

and in other news watch this


or i'll fucking kill you
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(no subject) [Aug. 24th, 2005|05:47 pm]
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RING RING RING RING RING RING RING... BANANAPHONE!!!! [Aug. 19th, 2005|11:41 am]
a beast of prey
OH! the lions and wizards yet to come.

I am typing.

It appears that the true nature of reality has begun to show itself to those who wish to see it. however I can only comment on this lifetime so this is most likely simply "my" first encounter with it, I'm sure this has been happening for a long time. yet I still cant help but feel something coming. a change. perhaps it is not the change coming, but myself gravitating towards it.

it exists. but what is it. we cannot classify it, because it does not wish to be classified, that is not its purpose. it almost seems as if its and our whole purpose is to create this idea of reason and logic, so that it can fuck with it. But still, why?

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